[Codo]

Betrayal is too kind a word to describe a situation in which a father says he loves his daughter but claims he must teach her about the horrors of the world in order to make her a stronger person; a situation in which he watches or participates in rituals that make her feel like she is going to die. She experiences pain that is so intense that she cannot think; her head spins so fast she can't remember who she is or how she got there.

All she knows is pain. All she feels is desperation. She tries to cry out for help, but soon learns that no one will listen. No matter how loud she cries, she can't stop or change what is happening. No matter what she does, the pain will not stop. Her father orders her to be tortured and tells her it is for her own good. He tells her that she needs the discipline, or that she has asked for it by her misbehavior. Betrayal is too simple a word to describe the overwhelming pain, the overwhelming loneliness and isolation this child experiences.

As if the abuse during the rituals were not enough, this child experiences similar abuse at home on a daily basis. When she tries to talk about her pain, she is told that she must be crazy. "Nothing bad has happened to you;' her family tells her each day she begins to feel more and more like she doesn't know what is real. She stops trusting her own feelings because no one else acknowledges them or hears her agony. Soon the pain becomes too great. She learns not to feel at all. This strong, lonely, desperate child learns to give up the senses that make all people feel alive. She begins to feel dead.
She wishes she were dead. For her there is no way out. She soon learns there is no hope.

As she grows older she gets stronger. She learns to do what she is told with the utmost compliance. She forgets everything she has ever wanted. The pain still lurks, but it's easier to pretend it's not there than to acknowledge the horrors she has buried in the deepest parts of her mind. Her relationships are overwhelmed by the power of her emotions. She reaches out for help, but never seems to find what she is looking for. The pain gets worse. The loneliness sets in. When the feelings return, she is overcome with panic, pain, and desperation.

She is convinced she is going to die. Yet, when she looks around her she sees nothing that should make her feel so bad. Deep inside she knows something is very, very wrong, but she doesn't remember anything. She thinks "Maybe I am crazy.”

Margaret Smith

[Codo]

If I treated you the way you treated me, you would hate me.

[Codo]

Hurt me with the truth, but never comfort me with a lie.

Oder noch schlimmer: In Ungewissheit zurücklassen.

Ich bin immer erleichtert, wenn jemand sein wahres Gesicht zeigt und mir sagt, er/sie von mir hält, auch wenn es sehr negativ ist.
Danke, ich weiß jetzt was los ist und woran ich bin. Dann kann ich mich entscheiden, zum Beispiel das Thema/die Person abzuhaken.
Es ist tausend Mal besser als sich mit ewigen Unbestimmtheiten und unbeantworteten Fragen herumzuquälen. Schlafraubende Gedankenspiralen aufgrund von Lügen und Ungewissheiten sind die schlimmste Seelenfolter, die man jemandem antun kann.

Wäre ich bereit so etwas jemals zu verzeihen? Nur unter einer einzigen Bedingung, nämlich

[TifaNazah]

Wäre ich bereit so etwas jemals zu verzeihen? Nur unter einer einzigen Bedingung, nämlich

Huch? sollen wir Satzergänzung spielen?

nämlich wenn er mir ein Pony Gestüt kauft und verspricht nie wieder zu lügen?

[Codo]

Es wäre dumm, ein solches Versprechen zu glauben.

[Codo]

That which can be asserted without evidence, can be dismissed without evidence. - Christopher Hitchens

[Codo]

You will never find peace of mind until you listen to your heart.

I have to be honest here, I’m not really interested in selling records to people who are homophobic.
I don’t need the approval of people who don’t approve of me.

Beides von George Michael



Und jetzt kommt auch raus, dass er sehr viel gespendet und sich sozial engagiert hat.
Er hat es getan, weil es ihm wirklich am Herzen lag, und nicht wie so viele andere Stars, um sein Image zu polieren.
Er wollte kein bißchen Aufmerksamkeit, kein Lob und keine Medaillen dafür.

Integrität ist alles, aber leider ebenso selten wie ein echtes gutes Herz.
Selbstlos oder hilfsbereit sind die meisten Menschen nur dann, wenn sie denken, dass Menschen oder Götter sie dabei beobachten, und sie sich was als Belohnung dafür erhoffen.

[Codo]

If you need inspiring words, don't do it.
Elon Musk

[Codo]

You get in life what you have the courage to ask for.

Der Feigling dagegen wird einsam und verbittert sterben.

[Codo]

"Sorry" works when a mistake is made, but not when trust is broken.
So in life, make mistakes but never break trust.
Because forgiving is easy, but forgetting and trusting again is sometimes impossible.