[Codo]

Behold my attempt on heavy metal, or at least what I thought to be so...

Well, that's definitely...interesting.
It reminds me of something, but I can't remember the title at the moment.
You've got some nice skills on the violin. No sarcasm. Controlled chaos is very different from torturing an instrument without skills.
And the soundtrack is really impressive. I will listen to it in a painting session.

Thank you Kerstin for inspiring me,

Wow. I feel honored. I can't imagine being an inspiration to anybody.
My flaws are so painfully obvious to me that it numbs me. I even fail at attempts of improvement.
And you are a far better composer than I am. No fishing for compliments, I mean it.

But now I see I did better stuff 8 years ago than I do now...

Same here. I got bored with my music. It's always ends up as the just same catchy stuff. Your music has much more complexity and depth than mine.
But it's even worse with my drawing skills. I just stopped a few years ago, and now I can't draw without fucking up the proportions.
I push myself at the moment to paint and make music, but I end up hating the results.
It doesn't feel authentic. Maybe I can at least get some practice out of it.